sooo. let me start from the beginning. met boy at beach last summer. he is in the military and stationed in germany. while he was home we went on a date. (most awesome date ever) then we kept in touch all year through skype and facebook. well he comes home this summer and we plan a date and he builds up how much he wants to talk to me. we talk everyday up till the day he is supposed to come and doesn’t show. no text, no call. nothing. then 4 days later he texts me apologizing saying he had “cold feet.”
eventually i forgive him and he comes like two weeks later and we have an amazing hangout/night/what ever you want to call it.
we plan another time for him to come (he lives 45 mins away) and we talk about it all day and it comes to like 9 (last night) and his phone is off. he didnt answer text and haven’t heard from him.
i cant help who i like, i really really really fucking like him and nooo one gets that. i keep going back. and keep getting shitted on.
what do i doooo??
Emma Stone in Gucci and Andrew Garfield in Balenciaga at the Paris premiere for The Amazing Spider-Man on June 19, 2012.
Elizabeth Banks in Elie Saab and Jennifer Lawrence in Marchesa at the Berlin premiere of The Hunger Games on March 16, 2012.
So I’ve recently been diagnosed with anxiety. Ugh I hate doing everything I just wanna sit in my bed and do nothing , but then I feel abnormal and then need to do something then when I convince myself to go out I get all anxious about when I can go back to my apartment. What the fuck is wrong with me and will I ever go back to normal? Ugh.